Archive for June, 2005

~*-=So confused.. Why izzit gotta be love again..?=-*~

Monday, June 27th, 2005

LOVE, a Poem written by Me:

Love is a bitch,
Love is blind.
Love is everything i wanted,
Lovie is all that i need now to keep me alive.
Love is never jealous or hateful.
Love is whether ur willing to give ot to offer.
Love is always hurtful in every single moment.
I know this through my personal experiences.
I dont know when or how or where,
My feelings for you started growing.
But in ur eyes,I’m just another playa in ur life.
But ur wrong.
I’ve changed.
Idont know when will i experience love.
I dont know what love is.
I wish to give you everything that i ever wish for,
just for one purpose.
that is to have u by my side.

Before your love{another poem by me}:

Before you,i’ve love another.
I was so hurt from time to time.
I was willing to give up on love.
But then you showed up.
You gave me everything i ever wish for,
From attention to caringness to everything.
You fulfilled my dreams.
But now i’m confused.
I’m listening to the same old song.
Everything ever written in that song expresses how i feel about u.
Here i am once again,
I’m torn into pieces,
Cant deny,Cant pretend,
Just thought u were the one.
Broken up deep inside,
Cause u wont get to see the tears i cry,
Behind these hazel eyes.
Those were the words of what i felt about u.
I’m back again,
Here i am,
Feeling lost n lifeless.
I’m still wishing that u would give me a chance to be with u.
I’m right in front of u.
By ur side,
Every single day,Every single hour,Every single minute and Every single second.
Just open up ur eyes and see.
I’ll bet u,
You will never regret of accepting me.
Give me a chance,
To prove my love to u.
I love u.
I really do.

What if { by me again }:

What if you were in my situation now?
Do you even know how i feel?
So if i gave u two equal world,
Which will u choose?
I’m lost,i’m hurt.
You are everything that i ever wish for.
How i wish i was a flie in ur room,
So that i could watch ur every move.
How i wish i was in you,
so that i can feel what u feel.
I truely love u,
I truely do.
Take my hand and i’ll show u me.
I will take u around the world and back again.
Why dont u just take the risk?
Give me hope.
Breathe in me.
Give me life.
Without u,My world is full of emptyness.
I cant even think without u.
You gave me hope and took it away.
If u ask me now,
I would get down on my knees and beg u with one Question.
Do you love me?
When i’m awake.
I hope it’s all just a dream.
But what i’m feeling now,
Is Reality.

Well the poem above was written while i was in school.. io was thinking about someone.. so open ur eyes n see.. wut i wrote is wut i’m really feeling now..

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~*-=What a Great Day=-*~

Saturday, June 25th, 2005

Well hey people.. so long i havent updated my blog… well on friday night i went to the school concert with my bro,eu sern,han pin,kah keat,sherilyn,hui tong n sin yian.. welll i thought to myself omg wut a horrible concert. hehez.. wasting money to me at first.. but after towardz the end the whole concert was lovely.. it was better than last 2 yearz i went.. well itz good man.. i’m proud of my school.. the band can play the song from Pirates of The Carribean.. hehez so damn nice…

Then next day went out with kat,eu sern,jason n pei san.. meet up with huey fung n her bf,Nick… then lotz more la.. all together it was great.. we watched a stupid movie Called the HITCHHICKER”S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY.. so damn dissapointed.. sorry my friendz for introing a bad movie.. i serioously thought it was goood myself.. hehez but how i knw it will be sucky.. hehez..

Pei san-nice seeing u today… was really great to go out with u n all…
Kat- sorry about the movie.. hehez… but it was fun today la right?
Jason-sorry about the movie 2.. n it was also fun to hang out like that.. hehez
Eu sern,my bro-Nice hanging out with u today n friday… thankz for comin to the concert.. hehez.. n
thankz for listening to my conversation about u just now…

>:.Friendz forever.:<

~*-=BooYa=-*~

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

Lolz.. Hey People wassup..? Whatz Happening..?

So faster commment me as a reply on who’s goin gurney this Satuday.. and tell me wut ya’ll goin to do.. So i need ur reply..

Well today as in in the morning was great.. had b.m Tuition which is really good.. and i told ya Eu sern you will fail ur bike test.. indeed he did.. Congratz.. Lolz.. So wut i say is true.. lolz.. now i’m goin to get my ass up n get to tuition… Lolz

Anywayz Happy Birthday… {shut the fuck up Jon}

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Friends Are so ImPortant

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

Heyz people once again.. well today was a Great day For me.. but something hit me on my head today..

Do you threat all ur friends equally..?
Do you cherish them..?
Do u make them ur enemies once they betray you.?
Do u threat them differently from otherz.?

Well from my point of view u should threat all ur friends equally the same… Look at it this way.. imagined itz already 2050.. where will u be..? will all ur friends still be by ur side..? the answer is “Yes” if u have good contact with them.. Just imagine in another {for me} in another year n a half i will be goin overseas to study n so on.. i’m not sure if i will come back a not.. wut about all my other friendz? obviously ya’ll will go ur own wayz.. but do u ever think that we will loose each other if we dont have good contact..? well wut IF we r 40 somethin.. then IF ur friendz starts having all those kind of sickness.. i mean u will regret if u didnt threat him as a good friend before.. but itz too late already…

So take my advice.. cherish all ur friends.. Keep in touch with them.. call them from time 2 time.. dont let them feel left out… trust me u wont regret it next time if u do all these….

Friends Are So Important to Me.. and i’m sure it is also Important to YOU

So stop wasting time n start telling ur friendz how much u cherish them…

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~-=*Mr.Jonathan’z New Improve Blog*-=~

Tuesday, June 21st, 2005

Heyya People.. How ya doin..? well itz 10.50 Am now.. Lolz n i’m posting this new blog..Lolz.. I’m listening to Kelly Clarckson’s Behind these hazel eyes now.. N i’m being bullied by Sophia Ong… She is goin to kill me soon.. so if u see me on paperz itz her….SHE IS THE MURDERER..Lolz.. she is Pure Evil i Tell u.. BEWARE OF SOPHIA ONG…BAHAHAHA.. well back to me.. this blog i just createds it today so now i’m posting it now.. Lolz..

WILL GIVE YA”LL UPDATES LATER…

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