-F*ckin Hurt-
Why izzit alwayz i have to be the one person who gives everythin n getz nothing in return.? y izzit like this? i’m seriously sick of being people’z doorman Especially for the one i love.. seriously i’ve done everythin i could to get that person.. but did it work? NO! itz like some fucking junk to that person.. sometimez no matter how hard i explain,it just doesnt make sense to that person.. hello r u blind..? i like u.. i love u.. god ur so stupid.. why cant somebody just shoot me plz.. i’m sick n tired of being in this world that i once thought it was filled with lotsa stuff n new thingz to come.. i’m sick of living here.. 365 dayz of my life totally gone.. or shall we say 365 x 2.. thatz how long my dayz were wasted.. time passes so fast.. i keep hanging in the same direction.. how do i change my direction to make me happy again..? How How How? sometimez i wish i never met certain people.. For example.. i wish i never met A who has cause a lot of damage n i’m slowly losing people.. i wish i never met B 2,who i care about so much but i get nothing,i mean nothing good in return.. y cant the person treat me like how i treat them.? y? maybe i’m not good enough.. all my life i was a happy go lucky guy.. i alwayz put a smile where ever i go.. i miss those timez when i had nothing else to think but about my studies.. sometimes i wish that i didnt have feelingz at all.. cause it hurtz now.. it hurtz real bad.. listening to sad songz and hurtful songz can draw me closer to death.. seriously somebody should have some solution to vanish people’s feelingz n hurtfullness.. itz like whatever u do,nobody realises n carez.. y? y? y?.. thatz my Question.. oh yea n Y izzit that the person that u love a lot,only loves u a bit… but the person u dont really love,loves u a lot.? y izzit like this..? izit some kind of game that people r playing..? y cant the person u love so much give u a chance to prove everything..? y? y? y? somebody just tell me somethin for now i knw that i dont knw anythin at all.. i’m lost man..
December 4th, 2005 at 7:41 am
since u asked so many ‘Y’s this is wht i can tell u.Life is not tht bad if u see it from another prespective, after all life was never fair its a winding and steep road with obstacles tht u hav to overcome by urself.
Yeah,at times u feel u want to die but just think for once y r u in tis world?wht is ur purpose? and wht do u want in this life and not to forget God put u on earth becoz he needed u to do somethin 4 him. And ppl was never fair,this is the way of life.So live with it.Good luck!!!!!!!!!
December 26th, 2005 at 11:47 pm
yup itz true though
January 5th, 2006 at 4:25 am
if every1 on earth was fair then God wouldnt need 2 send down his only son to save us. Well 1 thing for sure is nobody is ever fair not me not u…. life is like a challenge tht u hav to go through.So take it slowly coz u hav a long way ahead of u!!!!!!!
January 8th, 2006 at 3:11 am
wow i wonder who’s tat gal tat made u waited for her from two years ago till now..so am i substitute or wert?? like what u said in ur blog.. [[Why izzit alwayz i have to be the one person who gives everythin n getz nothing in return]] when u give ppl smth dun expect for things in return.. no matter if it’s a relationship or friendship…