Jon Michael’s Every Move,Every Step

Well i’m really lost,confuse and so much more now.. maybe i should stop this cause i knw people r getting sick to hear this from me everytime… but i just gotta take time off for myself.. i dont knw really.. sometimes i think life’s unfair… i really dunno y.. maybe itz not meant to be.. that is love i’m talking about.. how can it be when the person u love so much is so blind to see… ok tell me.. if a person likez u,u would knw it right..? by the way that person treatz u.. am i right..? well i dont knw.. i just gotta let it go n be happy for them.. but the other side of my heart is telling me not too.. i cant resist.. wut should i do..? right now i’m seeking for help… but i knw there is 2 solutionz either i forget about it n carry on { which is not gonna happen easily } or i should find another one.. but the thing is who wantz me..? who..? maybe i’m not ready for a real relationship.. right now i regretted breaking up with my ex… i feel like a dickhead.. but i still really dunno wut should i do either.. some1 plz tell me… i’m getting sick of this too.. itz bringin my wholeself down.. so down that wouldnt wanna knw..

~*-=+-’Mr.I Dont Know~!!!!!!!!!!!’-+=-*~

STUPID F**k… now only i can get to update my blog… itz been ages man.. AGES i tell u… well newayz these few dayz was reallly really hard for me.. i dont knw wut i’m thinking about also.. i’m loosing my mind already i guess… still got no solution to help me.. trying to recover but i still cant.. cant be like this
the whole year.. well i’m still finding a solution.. went to watch Herbie today.. it was really good.. then after Herbie went to watch Bewitched.. it was funny.. well now i’m still having a “not so good” day.. dunno wut to do… newayz will end this up with a lyric+song i love so much now… the lyric is meaningful n wut i feel inside too… take a look..

~*-=Mariah Carey’zZz We Belong Together=-*~
I didn’t mean it
When I said I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should’ve let you go
I didn’t know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I’d be
Sitting here beside myself

‘Cause I didn’t know you
‘Cause I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, ’cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, ’cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me
‘If you think you’re lonely now’
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it’s breaking my heart
I’m trying to keep it together
But I’m falling apart
I’m feeling all out of my element
I’m throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what
I’m feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, ’cause
We belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Well hey.. this is the new me.. i just realize that i just wasted 2 years of achievement.. i’m gonna make it right again.. i’ve wasted because the person that i love is really giving me a big headache.. n i admit that these dayz i’m not really “back to earth” as i’m so stress about it.. so thatz y these few dayz i’m not acting myself.. wasting my time is wut i do these few dayz… but hey what r u loookin for everday..? for the person who u love to talk to u right..? Listen.. thingz aint that easy nowadayz.. that person wont instanly fall for u.. oh well just let god do wut he can do while we do better in other thingz.. put love aside n concentrate on ur studies.. i think that is the new me now…. cant afford waiting my time.. so to the person i love { u knw who u are }.. this is for u.. i’ve waited so long already.. wasted all of my time.. gave up everythin for u.. but u cant even care,love me as much as i do for u.. but itz okayz.. i think i’m okayz with it d.. so itz now up to u.. itz up to u…

~*-=Mr.JoNaTHaN Aka The New Me=-*~

do u wish u could ever turn back time..? to that very moment that u ever dreamed off..? to that very moment u every wish it will stay like this..? well i have.. but i cant turn back time.. to wut i wish for.. If wishes really come true.. people in this whole wide world will be happy forever.. but i didnt say wishes dont come true.. sometimes it does.. Mistakez that i did last time.. wish i could correct it. but i cant turn back time.. all i can do is take that as a lesson.. come on..? how many people here have done a lot of mistakez that shouldnt be done..? well all of us do make stu[P]id mistakez.. sometimes u even wish that u didnt do that.. but all of these mistakez can help us correct ourself.. so correct urself.. n i gotta to correct ME too.. i feel that i have made a lot of Stu[P]id mistakez.. sometimes i wish i can turn back the handz of time.. but i knw i cant.. so pray.. pray to god.. he can help.. he help me in a lot of difficultes now.. n i’m very thankful.. but there is somethingz he wantz u to realise n do it on ur own.. so get all of ur self straight n start goin.. everyday is a new beginning.. people r waiting to see ur Smile.. cause ur smile can help the people in need.. so Smile even though u had a bad day.. Smile to help otherz.. veryday startz off with a Smile.. Make a effort to Smile n not alwayz saying that u dont have the mood.. YES u do have the mood.. n itz uip to u to control ur mood.. so Control it..

ReMeMBer: A Smile Can Help Otherz in need..

~*-=Mr.JoNaTHaN=-*~

Heyz people,family,close friendz,Friends or anyone.. just anyone Check out my new photo album tittled

“~*-=Mr.Jonathan’z photo album=-*~”

Itz gonna be damn kewl.. goin to get more picz in.. for now the URL is…:

http://djnick.blogs.friendster.com/photos/mrjonathanz_photo_album/

Check it out.. n tell me wut ya’ll think
=) byez

My Face is full of bacteria!!!!! nah i’m just kidding.. lolz.. well had a great day today.. hehez.. got me one of those black band from mcDonalz.. hehez… well i’m in deep shit right now.. hahaz.. cause when we were doing an experiment during physicz i accidentally broke the longest ruller anyone can ever see.. Lolz.. *shhhh* nobody knowz.. except my friendz.. i didnt tell the teacher.. so i hope i dont have to pay for it as he doesnt knw who did it… x) Lolz.. i’m evil.. wellmet up with my best friendz Han Chet,EuSern and Jason.. played snooker.. boy snooker is a boring game.. hehez.. but we played pool too.. hahaz.. i love it.. now i’m online while they r in gurney having fun without me.. hehehz.. well met up with a number of my friendz on the way.. said “Hi” to them.. the usual Friendly me.. hehz..jkjk.. But i’m friendly.. hehez.. seriously.. honestly.. ok ok.. stop it.. well now i’m goin to butterworth soon to attend mass there.. ehhez.. so i’ll catch up with ya’ll another time.. byez…

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~*-=Mr.Jonathan Aka Mr.2 Layer shirt wearing guy=-*~

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Well sometimes u must sacrifice ur love ones… have u ever really love a person before..? as in really love… which meanz that u would sacrifice ur life for her or him..? well if u do continue loving n caring that person no matter wut.. if he or she has another,just let them be.. but u will remain hurt deep inside.. i knw i knw itz hard but u gotta face it.. till now i’m still figuring how to overcome this feelingz.. well sometimes itz just not there for u.. u can search all over n love a person but some how if itz not ur luck,u will get hurt again.. wutz a person gotta do..? sometimes in this situation,pray hard to god.. ask him y..? y me..? beg him.. Ask him to give u hope n a chance to be with that person.. pray damn hard.. if ur at a total lost,my advise is just let it be.. try to struggle n pick urself up again.. i knw itz hard when somethin u build inside u startz fallin apart.. well u cant alwayz let it fall.. build it up again n start goin on.. Carry on.. well people reading this, just look around u.. observe.. see how many people likez u out there… if u like them back care for them.. cause u might hurt them in many wayz if u dont.. it doesnt matter whether u have another person or wut.. but jsut care for them.. it makes their livez easier.. Rejection Is Hurtful <— Remember those wordz.. if u dont knw how it feelz.. Put ur self in that personz position n SEE.. just observe around.. there might be a person that truely loves u more that the person ur having with u together.. cause true love=real love.. Love is blind.. u might now knw whether the person is right in front of u… OPEN UR EYES N SEE IT

~*-=Mr.Jonathan Aka Free Urself=-*~

This is the link for Superfriendster…

http://www.friendster.com/login.php?aff_id=6681112&link_id=1&count=click

Dont ask me y though.. i’m not sure myself either.. so how u guys doin..? well it seems that i havent updated my blog for 1 week already.. so sorry cause this whole week i was busy n stuff.. Well last saturday,i went to zanne’z place in pg hill.. had a party there.. it was nice.. hehez… watch a lot of horror movies.. till it freaking scare the shit out of them.. Lolz..

Well it hasnt been a very good week 4 me.. But here goes another one of my psycho teory..

Well have u ever been so in love with a person before..?
So in love that u wanna hate urself for loving that person.. Well thatz call true love.. Love is hurtful.. i think that is really true..Well Love is blind too… sometimes it hurtz because that person is not there for u.. that person doesnt care for u as much as u care for them.. sometimes when u love a person so much that, he or she will rack ur studies.. u will Loose ur mind if u dont hear Her or His voice for one sec.. Well i think this love shit is getting too….
Dont ask me.. i dont knw..

-Sign-
Mr.Jonathan Aka Mr.Heartbrokem

Well hey again..
Do u ever wonder who ur true friends r..?
Do u ever wonder who is ur actual friends..?
The onez u use to hang out alwayz..

Well in order to keep the friendship goin i think one must alwayz remember the other n alwayz contact them to show how much u care about them or call them out just to let them knw that u wanna hang out with them.. i think communication is the key to best friendship.. Well if u have met someone new just recently and if ya’ll have a bond together.. hang on to that friendship dont ever let it go.. cause itz really hard to find friendz now.. so think again before u say somethin that will hurt ur friend’s feelings.. cause u might knw that after u have lost them,they r the onez who r beside u all the time.. so That a chance to get to knw each of ur true friendz better.. dont go for fame go for the best friendship that u ever wish for..

Start from today.. tell everyone who u think r ur true friendz that u care for them.. start telling before it getz too late.. Eu Sern this is for u… hehez.. Mybro

-sign-
Mr.Jonathan Aka I’m good

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